a reflection of the year 25.
klise, tapi hari ini hari penyudah tahun, hari penutup kepada momen-momen yang berlalu sepanjang 365 hari yang lepas. 2025 bakal menghentikan detik masanya dalam beberapa jam sebelum tengah malam menjelma. tahun yang menghidupkan (though I am very much actively su***dal). this entry will be a summary and a reflection of the most 'alive' year I've ever lived. "what makes the year any different?," one may ask. truthfully honest, nothing's rather much different that specializes the year apart from the other last 24. it wasn't a gentle timeline of 365 days. i was stretched thin multiple times, i got my heart shattered in pieces, i found myself a failure still in some aspects of my life, and all other instances where life do not ever feel like it's any easier on me this year. throughout it all, i learnt to retreat into a space of countless self-reflection; sitting with my own 24/7 running thoughts, infinite unanswered questions, emotional distance, and the ...
